Post by Taj Johnson-George on Jul 23, 2010 17:32:57 GMT -5
I'm changing the way I do things in here. In order to make myself more vigilant about posting in here. Or at least Confessing LOL. Depending on how tired I am, I write the day's activities on a notepad. It's just a matter of getting them in here. I'll make sure as long as I have immunity, I'm pasting them here. I'm also going to separate the convos I have by who I have them with. Got to get myself better prepared. I need to be ready for making All Stars 
Taj's Daily News
7/17-20/2010
Wow It's been a helluva 2 rounds that's for sure. From going to never losing to going to 2 TC's in a row. That's ugly. Not my style for sure.
Had it out with Paloma today. Confronted her with my thoughts about her. Told her exactly what I thought of her and her actions. Gonna throw a challenge, it is what it is. But don't make it so blatant and apparent. Then you don't go around joking about it. Never mind the joke wasn't even funny!!! Although Yul, Mookie, and Ethan all found it fuckin hilarious!!! It really truly wasn't.
But this was all a set up. I couldn't believe that I had asked both Tracy and Rob C. I went specifically to both of them, asking them to align with the 4 of us. What do they do first chance they get? Throw the challenge, then try to vote me out? WTF?!?!!?
So here was the plan. I knew once they flipped and acted stupid something would have to happen within the tribe. They would want to throw the challenge to get rid of Tracy and Rob. I really truly HATE with a passion throwing challenges. An honest loss is one thing. But to throw. Truly another. Don't make it obvious if need be. Just miss a few things here and there. So even though Paloma annoyed me, I never was mad at her. She just happened to act like a fool at the right time. I wish I would've told her what was going on. But the best plans are the ones kept right straight close to the sleeve. It's more authentic that way. It doesn't look staged. There was a purpose for all of this. Tracy and her masterminding skills of forging a conversation to get me to say I was tired of Aras and was going to vote him out. Then Rob had a hand in it to. Ain't no way I'm that stupid. So to get this right things had to work right. I wasn't totally against throwing. I just really didn't like how Paloma acted. I would've just went to her silently and say hey Paloma chill out. No need to act like that, just act cool. Done over. But for this to work, to get the alliance talk about wanting me gone. I had to act super aggravated, and tell the right people the right things. So in talking to Ethan and Yul, they truly believed I was going to possibly vote Paloma. I acted like a total Diva of this game. Telling Paloma how things were going to go the next two rounds. Telling Yul and Ethan that there was a possibility of me voting Paloma out. Getting Aras on my side. Although, my boy Aras, I think I've got him pretty well with me to the end. **To bad I went to Yul and asked him to be my F2 when James was voted out of the game. Unless Yul goes, he will remain my F2. He was even gracious enough to come to me and say I know James was your F2 and if you want to go back to him now that he's back, I'll understand. I told him, thank you but no. I wasn't like that, when I commit to someone that's it. I'm loyal to the end. I'm kind of surprised that he took me that seriously when I told him about Paloma. He should know me by now. We've been in this game long enough now for him to know better. I just hope he trusts me now.**
So then the mutiny on the bounty happens. I tried about 500 times to get Rob to go one way or the other. He must think I'm truly nuts. LMAO It's all good.
Everything had fallen right into place. Then someone gave the host the bright idea of letting people mutiny!!!!!! I went back and forth with telling Rob to leave or to stay. And I mean not even a couple hours, it was minutes lmao. Part of me didn't want him to leave. But part of didn't want him to stay either. In the end, like 5 minutes before the deadline was to expire, Rob mutinied. Not my concern any more. Now Randy has to deal with him and with Yul LMAO. Although I think Rob and Randy are a lil closer than Randy trusts to tell me with. I'll have to work on that.
Taj's Daily News
7/17-20/2010
Wow It's been a helluva 2 rounds that's for sure. From going to never losing to going to 2 TC's in a row. That's ugly. Not my style for sure.
Had it out with Paloma today. Confronted her with my thoughts about her. Told her exactly what I thought of her and her actions. Gonna throw a challenge, it is what it is. But don't make it so blatant and apparent. Then you don't go around joking about it. Never mind the joke wasn't even funny!!! Although Yul, Mookie, and Ethan all found it fuckin hilarious!!! It really truly wasn't.
But this was all a set up. I couldn't believe that I had asked both Tracy and Rob C. I went specifically to both of them, asking them to align with the 4 of us. What do they do first chance they get? Throw the challenge, then try to vote me out? WTF?!?!!?
So here was the plan. I knew once they flipped and acted stupid something would have to happen within the tribe. They would want to throw the challenge to get rid of Tracy and Rob. I really truly HATE with a passion throwing challenges. An honest loss is one thing. But to throw. Truly another. Don't make it obvious if need be. Just miss a few things here and there. So even though Paloma annoyed me, I never was mad at her. She just happened to act like a fool at the right time. I wish I would've told her what was going on. But the best plans are the ones kept right straight close to the sleeve. It's more authentic that way. It doesn't look staged. There was a purpose for all of this. Tracy and her masterminding skills of forging a conversation to get me to say I was tired of Aras and was going to vote him out. Then Rob had a hand in it to. Ain't no way I'm that stupid. So to get this right things had to work right. I wasn't totally against throwing. I just really didn't like how Paloma acted. I would've just went to her silently and say hey Paloma chill out. No need to act like that, just act cool. Done over. But for this to work, to get the alliance talk about wanting me gone. I had to act super aggravated, and tell the right people the right things. So in talking to Ethan and Yul, they truly believed I was going to possibly vote Paloma. I acted like a total Diva of this game. Telling Paloma how things were going to go the next two rounds. Telling Yul and Ethan that there was a possibility of me voting Paloma out. Getting Aras on my side. Although, my boy Aras, I think I've got him pretty well with me to the end. **To bad I went to Yul and asked him to be my F2 when James was voted out of the game. Unless Yul goes, he will remain my F2. He was even gracious enough to come to me and say I know James was your F2 and if you want to go back to him now that he's back, I'll understand. I told him, thank you but no. I wasn't like that, when I commit to someone that's it. I'm loyal to the end. I'm kind of surprised that he took me that seriously when I told him about Paloma. He should know me by now. We've been in this game long enough now for him to know better. I just hope he trusts me now.**
So then the mutiny on the bounty happens. I tried about 500 times to get Rob to go one way or the other. He must think I'm truly nuts. LMAO It's all good.
Everything had fallen right into place. Then someone gave the host the bright idea of letting people mutiny!!!!!! I went back and forth with telling Rob to leave or to stay. And I mean not even a couple hours, it was minutes lmao. Part of me didn't want him to leave. But part of didn't want him to stay either. In the end, like 5 minutes before the deadline was to expire, Rob mutinied. Not my concern any more. Now Randy has to deal with him and with Yul LMAO. Although I think Rob and Randy are a lil closer than Randy trusts to tell me with. I'll have to work on that.
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