Confessional

[Ashley Trainer]

So for our tribal, common sense would have said to vote Dolly out cause she had been gone longer then Danielle, by a day, but I knew that Boston Rob had told me he knew who Dolly was and well, thats someone I can probably work with as compared to not, so me and Becky talked via pm, I said Dolly should stay, she agreed, I pm'd Paloma and Sally, Paloma agreed so far, Dolly came back on (Boston Rob told her to show up and she did, Boston Rob knows how to work the ladies, they all listen to him Such a charmer <3) So Dolly showed up, and this only solidifies my spot in this tribe for now, I can work with her, and Becky, and after this tribal, so I should be good

I am going to work with Boston Rob when we meet up and I am going to be the Amber to his Rob, although it will probably be the other way around, he is too nice to be evil, lol.

Final 2, me and Rob

I hate my tribe. There are like 20 fucking people on and nobody from my tribe. Where the fuck are these sluts? Don't tell me they are too busy whoring themselves out to the guys tribe, ugh. What sluts. Or their probably buttering each others muffins somehow while leaving me to do the challenge, great. If we go to tribal and I get even one vote... WTF!!!! I will throw a bitch fit, fuck this tribe. I am stuck on a tribe with skanks. I'm going to make this tribe self-dustruct now, this tribe won't last long.

So Paloma and Sally tell me to vote Sundra then they change it on me? seriously like wtf, you are all lucky I am not being as big a bitch as I am. I am laying low until I can sink my teeth into these skanks. Becky seems to be running this tribe right now, so I will just let her boss me for a bit and then become the bitch I know I can be. Right now there are too many people in this game to be who I really am, that is just one huge target on my back. Sorry I don't have much to talk about, my minds been elsewhere lately

So last I wrote in here, I was still on that whore tribe. Dolly and Sundra was the vote, Sally and Paloma told me to vote Sundra, then results get read and Dolly leaves and I was like what the fuck? I talked with Paloma and turns out Sally and Becky changed their vote and did not bother to tell me, so that automatically put them as my targets. I am so happy to see both of them are gone now. Anyways, after that we had another challenge, we lost again (no surprise here) and Sundra goes. After that Jaime drops the bomb on us (was it Jaime or Erik? I don't remember I swear Jaime does everything ) Erik just lays there to get laid by Jaime every night men...

So my new tribe after that was me, Sandra (LOL this girl is fucking hilarious) Natalie (Didn't talk much to her) Rob C (he seems like a funny guy) Randy (Sandra's bitch) Mick (likes my tits) and Colby (love him) I think that was everyone, anyways, I think we lost one challenge as that tribe. OH YEAH! We had kenny too! He was never around so yeah, but when we lost, he went. That tribe did not have much going on cause we won a few. I will say Sandra made Natalie shit her pants in that one challenge, lmao, so funny. However I do need to be weary of her, Boston Rob told me I could trust her, but that probably does not bode well for me, I need to get her out later or I might see her replacing me in the final 2 with Boston Rob. So right now I am with Sandra, Boston Rob, Colby, Tom and honestly, I don't know who else, lol. I am just going to let these people bust each others balls, leaves the target off of me and I don't like being the bitch all the the time. But can I just say, the shit Frosti posted in tribal after he got out about rape was so low, inhumane, pathetic, disgusting, he is a fucking pig. And when I told him how low that stuff was he posts *rapes Ashley* WHAT THE FUCK! That is just not right in so many ways, if I were his mother I would cut his balls off, rape is nothing to kid about and he is laughing about it like an immature bigot, like seriously, I wish somebody fucking cut his balls off for saying that. I am glad that cunt is gone, he can go fuck himself up the ass and choke on James black dick.

Ok, so my new tribe, I made a deal with Tom and Colby, I have talked with Kelly and Cirie too, and Lex. Frosti the cunt is gone, Greg is gone. When I made a deal with Tom, turned out he thought I hated him, which is funny, because I thought he hated me, lmao. But I was glad we got all that cleared up and we are aligned Colby, sweet as always, love working with him. Kelly seems shady, I think I need to take her out, there can only be one bitch on this tribe and thats me. Cirie seems nice too, but i also think she might be playing the game a bit too hard, so I have to watch out for her. Can you believe Kelly thinks me and Boston Rob are bf/gf. And then she tells Frosti? Like seriously, what the fuck? I never even talked to these people before this stuff was spreading and I know Boston Rob didn't either, ahh, if only the knew the truth

Just for the record, me and him ARE NOT an item.

Boston Rob is gone

This bitch is about to get nasty now. Fuck these people, I don't care if Yul is innocent, he got my friend out, and I am out for his blood. I am turning into a bigger bitch then I was in Survivor Eclipse. That bitch just voted out the wrong person!

I am happily going to vote Yul out of this game, along with his friends. You don't mess with my friend and get away with it, besides, he is spreading shit about me, telling Kelly, or at least hinting to her that I am one of his advisers? Fuck you bitch, I am not one of your cocksuckers. I'd spit on you and machete your fucking ding-a-ling off. If Yul ends up coming after me, then Randy is a dead man. I don't trust him already, he comes off as shady, and I don't like it, I got my eye on him. So if Yul finds information out, Randy is getting shanked. Kelly wants Cirie out, Cirie seems shady, so really, I could care less which one of the two go, between Kelly and Cirie, they all suck in my opinion and I can't trust them. I am going to PM Colby and Tom as I trust them and get their opinion on this matter. I will side with them as long as they agree I am more on their side then Cirie if they go for Kelly first, if not, then I don't care, now that Boston Rob is out, I trust Colby the most. Tom is a nice guy too. Danni IM'd me yesterday and told me that she is actually Ashley from Eclipse <3 yay! I hope she survives tribal, said she might be next I need her to stay in this game because I will need as many allies as I can get to get that bitch Yul and his sheep out. Amanda, don't think I don't know how you just ignored Boston Rob you fucking whore. Danni also said Rob C would be with us, so that is good. Randy, like I said I need to keep an eye out. James might be someone I can get according to Boston Rob, and the rest, we will have to see. Apparently if I flirt with Mookie I have him with me, so guess it's time to bring out the old me. I also talked to Aras (Rafe from Eclipse), alot of the people I talked to told me they hate Yul before I even brought his name up, so that is good, bitch is going be toast.

OK so we get put into new tribes, only two tribes left in this game and ugh, can I say I am not one person who minds drama, but this is fucking ridiculous. I swear I am outmatched here cause of all these stupid people. I know I am a good player but with all these sheep, that makes me a non-factor. So many people in solid alliances they are following like sheep, guess I am starting to play this game a bit too late, but better late then never. Terry has said he won't write my name down. Aras has said the same. I made Mookie promise me that for this round atleast. Randy seems to be on my side atleast, but I do not know if I can really trust him, he seems like a sneaky little bastard. I messaged the other Rob amidst the drama, he seems to be with me, but I really do not trust anyone this game, I have nobody and I trust nobody. Kelly seems nice but she comes off shady. Yul is a thundercunt (Kelly's new word). Amanda is a scape goat. Taj is powerful and controlling. Bitch gave me half ass answers when it was clear she wants nothing to do with me. Mookie is playing the game, but he is going to get fucked in the ass pretty soon if he doesn't start to really play. Aras is nice, I hope I can trust him, Tom too. I hated seeing Colby leave, and of course, devastated to see Boston Rob go Ethan I don't know anything about him and could care less. I just hope it is Kelly that goes over me, I don't like it, it's like these bitches have it out for me because I know Boston Rob in real life. Umm, he is out, ugh, I hate people, they suck. Unless of course I like them.

Anyways, Kelly got out. I have no idea what happened, but instead of me and Kelly working together she decided to vote me, and I did have a feeling it would come to this so I sided with Terry, Aras, Mookie and voted Kelly off. Glad I did, because I am still here and she is not. I know one other person voted with us, but I am not sure who it was, either Yul or Taj in my opinion. I doubt it was Ethan, Amanda self voted. Might be Taj because her attack on me started after tribal. So then the whole drama started , not even going to address it, but I will just say that hoebag is pathetic (the guy that only gets hard-ons for Amanda and says she is his saviour, get a life, sheesh) He kept saying this isn't personal, but it sooo was. Just because I idol'd him out, I mean the facts are right there. I beat him in a live puzzle/crossword challenge which we both started as soon as it was posted. I beat him by 2 minutes, and that puzzle had very small pieces too, puzzle master my ass Are these people that stupid, I mean what about those people that can solve a rubix cube in like 20 seconds? You can't say thats impossible can you? And those have so many moves you need to make, these people will just use any excuse they can to try and start drama. Anyways, I love how that hoe Amanda bitched to Ethan (host of Eclipse) for a screenshot of my challenge in Eclipse cause he didn't believe it, so he showed it and she was shut up, didn't complain at all, was good with it. Don't you find it funny she started calling the game rigged after she was voted out? And she kept saying it on this board, but the facts are the facts, she only bitched after she was out, not before. Sore loser in my opinion. I am done with that cunt bag though.

I talked with Aras, he has the same opinion of her. Natalie sent me a pm telling me she was on my side. Randy is with me on this too, Cirie and everybody else seem to be on my side. Only Taj and Ethan seem to have a problem. Figures

I could really use that idol in exile but its so fucking hard! The address bar for clue # 1 has the same number in it as the clue. I looked at every inch closely, nothing! What do I do? I need that idol because I am going to be next, ugh. If I don't have it, and I am going I might just have to pretend cocky and act like I have the idol in hopes that the votes get split and it might work, if not, I still go, but if so, I might save myself. We will see, I still am here to just try and make merge, cause I am sooo flipping to the other side.

OK! So can you believe I survived hell and am still here (with immunity I might add) to tell about it? YAY! I flipped on them right away on merge and although Cirie was the first victim to go, we were able to get to Aras and tie it at the tribal council Amanda left. Tom whooped her and all seemed good. Then the last tribal, Aras forgot to vote and voted me, causing another tie, ugh! Thank god Randy won and sent Yul packing. Now this tribal that's coming, Ethan has a double vote, Tom has the idol, Aras won't vote Terry and wants to vote Mookie so now we are having to vote Mookie.

Me and Mookie have a secret deal. We will try to protect each other and change the vote if we can, unfortunately for Mookie, I pm'd him and told him aras wants to vote him and his best shot at staying is if he votes with us to get rid of Terry. He is not going to. I don't know why, I offered him a final 4, but he is not flipping. So now the rest of us have to vote the way Aras wants because we need him on our side for this tribal, after this tribal. Me, Randy, Natalie, Tom and Rob will have a solid 5 to do whatever we want. I tried to warn Mookie but guys can be so friggen stubborn and it will/might cost Mookie the game Wish I could do something but I can't, he isn't wiling to flip and well, if he can't vote with us, or tell us who the other side is voting (so we give that person the idol to play) then we have to go with the best bet to get our side numbers which is to vote Mookie out. I tried, but if he can't take a risk i can't do anything about it. *crosses fingers* Let's hope this works, all I know is, I am glad I have immunity.

AY! SO I AM STILL HERE!!!!!!!

I think I deserve to win this game, no? Yes, Randy is a mastermind, but come on, who would have thought that me of all people would still be here? Seriously?

So I want to vote Terry just because if it ties, we can beat him. But Randy says Taj might flip for fourth. I just think she is too big a threat to keep around. So I think if Taj votes with us, we use that, and let her vote whoever Terry or Aras. They vote whomever. Me tom randy vote for Taj. She goes 3-2-1. I mean, if Taj says she if flipping, it works, if not, we have a tie with us. But my gut tells me to play it safe and vote Terry out

So Taj went and then ARas is gone. I am still in and time for me to try and get to the end!