Volume VIII: Terminus, Chapter 4: How am I alive?

[Randy Bailey]

Well Nat was voted off. . My motivation is dying quickly. Rob left, then Nat. What can I do? My confessionals are going to get bad now. I just can't be bothered.

I have tried Operation: Kill Aras. I told Taj and Mookie about it and both ran to Aras. So now I am back where I started. Making another deal with the devil. He swears he is with me etc... Yeah, whatever. I hope so, I told him we have the idol. This is truely my last play. Aras is key. I think he can flip but I don't know. We have believed him before.

Hope I can try update the last few rounds... But really lacking the motivation.

[Jaime Huffman]

I know it sucks.

I am curious why you didn't use the idol on Nat?

[Randy Bailey]

Ok I have a big update from the last few days as things are looking up heres my convo with Taj which I showed to Aras (rest was personal so of course I didn't show):

TajEddiesWife 10:31 pm
(10:31:28 p.m.): You around by any chance?
PouncingOtter 10:31 pm
(10:31:32 p.m.): Yes
(10:31:43 p.m.): Whats up?
TajEddiesWife 10:31 pm
(10:31:57 p.m.): I need 1 more round before I take out Aras
(10:32:02 p.m.): Next round he goes
(10:32:16 p.m.): If you have never believed one word I say
(10:32:21 p.m.): Please believe this
PouncingOtter 10:33 pm
(10:33:11 p.m.): Ahh ok, what if he wins immunity?
TajEddiesWife 10:33 pm
(10:33:20 p.m.): Have you seen his performance?
PouncingOtter 10:33 pm
(10:33:28 p.m.): Ahh yes
TajEddiesWife 10:33 pm
(10:33:35 p.m.): He hasn't been very strong
PouncingOtter 10:33 pm
(10:33:38 p.m.): And in return you want my jury vote?
TajEddiesWife 10:33 pm
(10:33:40 p.m.): Then again neither have I
(10:33:56 p.m.): In return I don't wanna see my name for the next couple round
(10:34:07 p.m.): I want you to vote for me if you think I've played the best game
PouncingOtter 10:34 pm
(10:34:38 p.m.): Ahh ok that is all good then
TajEddiesWife 10:35 pm
(10:35:27 p.m.): So my name doesn't go down on that parchment the next 2 rounds?
PouncingOtter 10:35 pm
(10:35:36 p.m.): Yes I promise that is the case
(10:35:39 p.m.): THis round and next
TajEddiesWife 10:35 pm
(10:35:48 p.m.): And if he don't go
(10:35:51 p.m.): Put my name down
PouncingOtter 10:35 pm
(10:35:55 p.m.): Theres nothing I can really do lol
(10:36:03 p.m.): But I won't vote for you at the enc
TajEddiesWife 10:36 pm
(10:36:31 p.m.): I hate seeing my name
(10:36:37 p.m.): It really unnerves me lol
PouncingOtter 10:36 pm
(10:36:45 p.m.): We have only voted you once right? The first time?
TajEddiesWife 10:36 pm
(10:36:51 p.m.): Yeah that was enough
(10:37:04 p.m.): lol
(10:37:21 p.m.): Think I could get some warning on who's name we are gonna see this week?
PouncingOtter 10:37 pm
(10:37:47 p.m.): Well yeah I will keep that promise and if I can go on an immunity run and make the finals, don't vote for me
(10:38:17 p.m.): With the idol about and Ethan and Aras having been to Devils I don't want to risk it lol
(10:38:22 p.m.): Its not yours though
(10:38:28 p.m.): Before this convo anyway lol
TajEddiesWife 10:38 pm
(10:38:54 p.m.): On my word, as far as I know, the Idol has not been found
PouncingOtter 10:39 pm
(10:39:22 p.m.): Yes it is certainly interesting
TajEddiesWife 10:39 pm
(10:39:36 p.m.): Do me a favor
PouncingOtter 10:39 pm
(10:39:37 p.m.): I believe it may be some sort of trick
TajEddiesWife 10:39 pm
(10:39:45 p.m.): Take Ethan down a notch and put his name down this week
PouncingOtter 10:40 pm
(10:40:03 p.m.): Why? Whats happened lol
TajEddiesWife 10:40 pm
(10:40:32 p.m.): Nothing's happened, he's just kinda been on a high horse
PouncingOtter 10:40 pm
(10:40:37 p.m.): Oh I know
(10:40:41 p.m.): Look at this reply he said to me
TajEddiesWife 10:40 pm
(10:40:49 p.m.): I'd like him back down to the real folks of this game
PouncingOtter 10:41 pm
(10:41:16 p.m.): PouncingOtter (7:00:21 p.m.):Is every convo I have with you gonna be copied and pasted?EthanGotCancer (7:01:27 p.m.):well, I can ask the magic 8-ballEthanGotCancer (7:01:58 p.m.):*shake shake* hmmmmm It says " It is quite possible"EthanGotCancer (7:02:18 p.m.):I actually do have a magic 8 ball
(10:41:19 p.m.): PouncingOtter (7:00:21 p.m.): Is every convo I have with you gonna be copied and pasted?
EthanGotCancer (7:01:27 p.m.): well, I can ask the magic 8-ball
EthanGotCancer (7:01:58 p.m.): *shake shake* hmmmmm It says " It is quite possible"
EthanGotCancer (7:02:18 p.m.): I actually do have a magic 8 ball

TajEddiesWife 10:41 pm
(10:41:41 p.m.): Yeah I got that
(10:41:53 p.m.): Literally
PouncingOtter 10:41 pm
(10:41:53 p.m.): Not to mention this fake convo's business
(10:42:02 p.m.): That pissed me off alot
PouncingOtter 10:42 pm
(10:42:06 p.m.): Oh he showed you that lol?
TajEddiesWife 10:42 pm
(10:42:15 p.m.): Yeah
PouncingOtter 10:42 pm
(10:42:29 p.m.): What a prick
TajEddiesWife 10:42 pm
(10:42:45 p.m.): Yeah so I'd like to see his name down there
PouncingOtter 10:43 pm
(10:43:09 p.m.): We have already decided and I have already voted
(10:43:19 p.m.): If not this round, next round lol
(10:43:24 p.m.): Oh wait Aras is then
(10:43:27 p.m.): Well next next lol
TajEddiesWife 10:43 pm
(10:43:38 p.m.): Yeah Aras is next round
(10:43:42 p.m.): Landslide vote
TajEddiesWife 10:44 pm
(10:44:18 p.m.): So Ethan would be perfect for y'all this vote

[Randy Bailey]

Oh and she just said this to me:


TajEddiesWife 11:14 pm
(11:14:50 p.m.): And one more thing
(11:14:55 p.m.): I know I'm asking a lot of things
PouncingOtter 11:15 pm
(11:15:13 p.m.): Shoot
TajEddiesWife 11:15 pm
(11:15:19 p.m.): If by some chance
(11:15:26 p.m.): Aras asks y'all who y'all are voting
(11:15:47 p.m.): Please don't tell him Ethan *that is if that's who y'all are voting*
PouncingOtter 11:16 pm
(11:16:09 p.m.): Oh sure but why lol?
TajEddiesWife 11:16 pm
(11:16:37 p.m.): Aras and I have affectionately re-named him "the sucker"
(11:16:39 p.m.): lmfaoooooooooo
PouncingOtter 11:16 pm
(11:16:49 p.m.): Oh lol
TajEddiesWife 11:16 pm
(11:16:53 p.m.): Although Aras' not so affectionate
PouncingOtter 11:17 pm
(11:17:02 p.m.): Aras and you or Ethan and you?
TajEddiesWife 11:17 pm
(11:17:08 p.m.): Aras and me
(11:17:15 p.m.): Re-named Ethan that
PouncingOtter 11:17 pm
(11:17:18 p.m.): Oh call Ethan the sucker lol?
(11:17:19 p.m.): Why?
TajEddiesWife 11:17 pm
(11:17:26 p.m.): 1 guess lol
PouncingOtter 11:17 pm
(11:17:43 p.m.): Lol small lapse that was an easy one
TajEddiesWife 11:17 pm
(11:17:49 p.m.): lmao
(11:18:15 p.m.): I just don't want Aras to hear that's who y'all are voting
(11:18:22 p.m.): And get a bur up his ass
PouncingOtter 11:18 pm
(11:18:47 p.m.): Oh ok lol well I won't tell him after this for you lol
TajEddiesWife 11:19 pm
(11:19:02 p.m.): Thanks

"Oh ok lol well I won't tell him after this for you lol" That is a line of brilliance as Aras already knew beforehand so I am not breaking my word lol.

[Randy Bailey]

K look at my opening post in this convo where I say I made a deal with the devil... Now look at this little gem with Taj (wrong devil haha):


TajEddiesWife 1:01 am
(1:01:01 a.m.): Y'all don't show y'alls cards do ya?
PouncingOtter 1:01 am
(1:01:12 a.m.): Lol we haven't got cards anymore lol
TajEddiesWife 1:01 am
(1:01:32 a.m.): Just a deal with the devil lmao
PouncingOtter 1:01 am
(1:01:43 a.m.): Lol good point
(1:01:54 a.m.): Definatly a deal with the devil ;-)