Confessionals from a yoga instructor :)

[Jaime Huffman]

OMG!!! You complain when things are slow, complain when things are too quick!! BOYS!! JEEZ!!

It's non live at your leisure! So no worries!

[Sydney Wheeler]

Hey Aras

Congrats on Merge

[Aras Baskauskas]

Thank you my love...now only if I can find my path to the final tribal council like you did

[Aras Baskauskas]

Not sure what's going to happen with the vote. Randy is pushing me to vote Taj and jump with his side...Tom said I'm two faced and can't be trusted so no way in hell I'm doing the jump lol. I will vote Cirie, a vote they wouldnt expect and tell the other side I'm hearing Randy and Rob's names come up for the vote. If an idol is played then Cirie leaves and that works well as anything. I'm starting to consider just sticking it out with the alliance as I'm in a decent enough spot to make it to at least final 5. I really dont want the other side winning the game by never beating us in challenges and never talking to me besides for Randy. Taj said I'm in her top 5 so thats fair enough for me...I will just have to outlast her and yul on immunities late lol

[Sydney Wheeler]

Hello Love

I'm just wondering, if Randy wanted you to flip to their side, where in that alliance do you think you would you have ranked?

<3 Syd

[Aras Baskauskas]

Aug 15, 2010 9:07:39 GMT -5 Sydney Wheeler said:

Hello Love

I'm just wondering, if Randy wanted you to flip to their side, where in that alliance do you think you would you have ranked?

<3 Syd

Hello my love

I would rank somewhere 5th or 6th I believe...now with Cirie gone maybe I can move up to 4th or 5th. I know that whatever side I'm on I'm going to have problems at the f5 stage so it's pick my poison. I was offered a F3 from Rob and Randy also promised me the same, so it's got maybe some potential but not holding my breath at all lol

[Aras Baskauskas]

I'm back from vacation yay!! Now I can finally be around more often and not stuck at the airport for 12 hours after I missed my connection flight.

Voting out Cirie last rd was both good and bad. Got rid of a huge threat and someone that I didn't speak with the entire game...the bad thing is Randy wasn't pleased and I'm sure that made him and his alliance doubt me, but then again they need me and have no choice but to do what I say lol.

This rd I didn't give a crap about immunity since I knew I was safe...no need to start pushing the challenge buttons until I need to. I did try a little on the lifeline, not so much to go to DI but to get some points that way I'm not eliminated. I still have no idea how many points I have but long as I turn something in, then I feel I shouldn't be eliminated after the last puzzle.

This rd the vote is interesting. I'm caught squarely in the middle...I don't like Amanda as I've never talked with her and have no clue what her prize is. With that said I've decided to vote for her and cause a tie...it could be a good move and a bad move depending how you look at things. She isn't that active and doesn't do much so her winning the tb isn't that likely. How do I explain this? Well with Yul and Taj both stressing about being idoled out...I simply tell them I was protecting them in case an idol was played and thus had to vote Amanda. I'm sure this wont go over well but I have to think what's best for me and with Amanda being nothing to my game, I have to take the chance and possibly take her out.

Randy has now offered me f3 and Rob offered me the same thing...not sure how legit these offers are and I need to get into more details with them. I have put myself in between both sides with is a good and bad thing...some people will be happy and others pissed off but I should be here for the next couple rds for sure lol.

[Jaime Huffman]

This makes more sense to me now, I read this after seeing your vote. I can't wait to see how this all plays out!! And don't forget to let us know how pissed off Yul & Taj are

[Aras Baskauskas]

Yul and Taj were not too happy as you might expect...they thought I flipped because of Yul offering Nat deals to vote out Randy and such the rd Mick was voted out. I simply explained I protected them in case an idol was played...I think it went over well and I covered my tracks. I hope Amanda goes and then I can flip bak to their side next vote and then flip back to Randy's for another tie the following rd lol.

[Jaime Huffman]

You are so bad!!! LOL I love it!!!

[Christa Hastie]

Aras FTW

[Aras Baskauskas]

I still cannot believe I messed up the last vote and still cannot figure out what happened...I think I hit preview instead of post and maybe that's what I get for playing both sides. Randy survives on pure luck as that's who's name I had written down on the parchment and Yul pretty much hates my guts now and is playing the game still from his jury corner trying to get everybody to turn on me...then again when you have virtually no life like he does what do you expect.

This rd is interesting...I'm trying to play both sides the best I can but both sides are starting to get weary of things as you might expect. I couldn't even do this IC since I didn't want anybody knowing who's plates I was gonna smash as that may have tipped them off what side I was really on...I like being the wild card lurking out there that's a mystery lol. I told Randy's side I was still with them...I know they don't fully trust me but if I can keep them from putting down my name on the parchment once more then I've achieved my goal. I told them we should vote Mookie since he's not that active and would then be an easy boot...then I go swimming for a few hours and Randy tol dme he informed Mookie he would probably be going. Pisses me off in a way since A) Mookie was scared as hell and I had to reassure him I was just gaining info from Randy's side and would not vote him, B) Randy is playing this game for jury votes trying to come across as the nice guy and it isn't any more evident then going to Mookie with his honesty...give me a freaking break.

Then we have the other side...the side I actually care about and want to see get to the end. I believe in this side with the exception of Ethan who keeps trying to throw me under the bust since he does nothing besides suck off Yul's cock even knowing he's out of the game lol. I know he's not smart enough to think of his own but Yul's gone and you don't have to suck off him any longer. Anyway I reassured Mookie he was safe and I had his back...told Terry I was with them 100% and was still in with his f2 offer. Taj knows I have her back and she said she had mine...she seems to be one of the only people that I actually talk with everyday in this game which may not be a good sign for later. Ethan is the person who I don't trust on this side...but I know if this group just plugs along and gets further, I'll deal with him when the time is right. He just made a deal with Randy...the thing everyone has on their mind is go to the finals with Ethan since he's an easy beat but at the same time what fun in that when you don't have to fight for votes. We'll see what happens at tc...I could find myself very well out the door if they comprised a decent plan but I'm sure they aren't that smart this rd.

[Aras Baskauskas]

The last rd wasn't pretty as I had to vote off Natalie instead of Ash and now there goes another juror that hates my guts and I felt bad dumping Nat like that since we were getting close and I'm sure she will never talk with me again. That dumbass Mookie is an idiot... he tells Ash she's getting voted off when I made her the target and specificly told him not to say anything...I know he's got an alliance with her and doesn't want to vote her out, he's lucky I didn't vote him out as I was highly considering it at the time, but me thought voting with his side was more critical this rd...I however will not forget and now Mookie has royally pissed me off and is on my radar of people to boot coming up.

After voting out Nat, Randy's side even doubts me more now and Randy was going to Taj and Mookie trying to get me booted, but thankfully they tell me things. Well, can't have that now as I fully intend to play both sides a little longer and piss more people off in the game lol. I had a long talk with Randy saying I was his only hope as they all want him gone, we could tie up the vote and go to a tb, anything to get that target off my back and onto someone else. I think it worked as we talked about getting to the final tribal council again and then bang he tells me they have the idol. I had my suspicions he might as when I went to DI neither Nat or Randy were not all that interested to see what the clue was. With him finding the idol this put a decent but potential dangerous plan into action. I tell them who we're all planning to vote and that's Ashley, Randy gives Ashley the idol and they vote out Ethan...flushes out the idol and takes out someone who hates me in Ethan. This also makes me valuable once again at the f7 where both sides need me again and I'm the swing vote...exactly what I want. The downside of this of course is they could vote me out but I'm willing to take the big gamble...if I lose at least i went out trying something big and if it works huge position of power for me.

I'm at the point where it doesn't matter what I do, I've lost this game. Every single juror hates me and would like nothing more then see me out of the game...so my course of action is going to be acting like the sabatour on BB...just cause problems, create plenty of chaos, and make the remainder of the game a living hell lol. I wouldn't mind making the final tribal council and trying to see if I can even get one vote...then again I'm not looking all that forward to the statements the jury might have lol.

[Aras Baskauskas]

The plan to eliminate Ethan worked out well...puts me in a better position for this rd where I should be the swing vote again between both sides. The targets appear to be Ashley and Mookie and honestly I have no idea in hell what I'm gonna do lol. Either way I piss off people which is a bad thing but then again everybody is pissed at me now so it doesn't matter at all. I'm leaning towards a Mookie vote right now as the bastard doesn't talk with me anymore and is super close with Taj. Problem is I don't want to totally screw over Terry so decisions decisions decisions hmm..

[Aras Baskauskas]

I might have made a mistake and should have voted out Mookie instead...ugh Terry your truly a bastard self voting like that and hanging me out to dry and I'm a little pissed off by it. But does it honestly matter at all...prob not its not like I have any real chance to win this fucking game, I've screwed over every jury member and lied more times then I can count. I know there is no chance at hell at winning majority rules so I just threw some random names together and hoped for the best. I'm also tired of Yul being such a freak and trying to play the game when he's out of it...fucking get a life and do something else then terrorize me, you left a long time ago...you were not that good to begin with, and you've tried to get me voted out what 5 rds now and been unsuccessful haha. I think I'm going to have to consider going to the f3 with Terry and Tom lol. It's my only possible chance to win the game and we all have certain flaws which would make it unpredictable...Tom is an outcast and only follows Randy, Terry hasn't done jack and just self voted at the f7, and I've lied my ass off and screwed over everybody. Good luck jury with that decision lol.